Rebel Status

I have recently been pondering my love for living on the edge,
I feel like I tend to take on rather outrageous and shocking behavior patterns most often when I sense that the people around me might judge me.

Seriously, it's not that I don't believe in following the rules, or that I don't respect authority. I think it is really just about pushing the envelope, simply because I resent the presence of the envelope.

So it's not so much that I just want to break all the rules, It's just sometimes I resent their presence.
I despise being controlled.
I can't stand having my independence threatened.
It makes me bitter when people think they know me, or think they can read me.
Sometimes I take pride in spontaneous behavior. Just to testify against the predictability of my actions.

I have been known to do crazy stuff out of the blue JUST to prove a point.
Or JUST to prove someone wrong!

So basically what I am telling you is not to judge me, because it will only push me further toward the edge.

Don't tell me not to do something, or that I am not capable of doing something.
Don't tell me I'm too young or unintelligent, or immature.
Don't tell me I'm not talented enough, or efficient enough, or experienced enough.
Basically don't tell me what to do!
It will only drive my urge to do that exact thing THAT much more.

So I guess there is a possibility that I am a bit of a rebel... A Rebel without a cause!