Spirituality

I think part of my problem is that I want spirituality to be more CLOSE and more REAL.
It's like I can understand why people wear pendants around their necks and why they perform chants and gaze at stars. They are lonely.
I am not talking about lonely for a lover or a friend.
I mean lonely in the universal sense, lonley inside the understanding that we are tiny little people in a tiny little EARTH suspended in an endless void that echoes past stars upon stars upon stars.

There is something beautiful about a billion stars held steady by a God who knows what he is doing.
I imagine God is up there somewhere.
I imagine him looking down on this earth, half angry because his beloved mankind has cheated on him, yet hopelessly in love with her.